The moment you realize that the amount of good days you have are beginning to outnumber the bad days is surreal. It’s a moment you didn’t think would ever happen for you. It’s a moment you have been waiting for your entire life, and now that it has finally happened you are terrified things will revert back to what has been the norm for years.
At least this is how I feel.
I have been battling depression for many years. I have been verbally and emotionally abused. I have been ready to give up on myself. I have been pushed to the ground and torn apart.
And now, for the very first time, I am beginning to put myself back together.